Love yourself first

The words love yourself first have been tattooed on me since I was 18 and 5 years later it is something I still struggle with. At the time it was what I wanted to get and thought hey if I get the words permanently on my body I would miraculously start to truly love my…

HELP!

So I seem to be having a bit of trouble trying to merge my blogs together. I have this one plus Traveling Girl . I want all the post from my other blog put on this one but I failed at that task. I googled how to do it but still didn’t get it right. I…

I wonder..

I wonder if I will ever feel normal. But then again what’s normal anyway?! I have wrote about not having any friends before 22 with no friends . A year later and I am still in the same situation. It makes me feel like there is something wrong with me. My anxiety and depression have made it…

Psychosis…..

It has been 13 years since my mother developed a psychotic disorder. Although her manic often violent episodes don’t happen as often as they use, it is to this day something that I struggle to deal with. I was looking through some old photos today which brought in a flood of emotions. I see pictures…

22 With No Friends??

I am sitting here trying to figure out why at 22 I have absolutely no friends. Not one. I mean I have my boyfriend but some times I just need someone to talk to other than him. In high school I had ‘friends’ people I hung out with at school and on occasion outside of…

And so it is

Ever found a book that gives you everything you’ve ever needed? Read this beauty and realized “ya know what, it’ll be okay”. Every problem i faced now had that as the answer after this read. How beautiful life is when you can finally live it. Just let your worries go. And so it is.

20

It doesn’t even feel like my birthday ….